the thought of not being with you leaves me weak.
words evade me.
I’m gutted and on my knees.
i cant wrap my head around that you intend to leave.
it slices right through me, cuts so deep.
fuck, see. I don’t know how this all was supposed to go, but I feel like we’ve come kinda far.
It’s crazy how much I love you, you know.
I’m dumb but I adore all you are.
i’ll try to hear you, i’ll try to give you space.
i want to understand you but i need help feeling safe.
you’re something special, i dont even know what to do with how i feel.
its a bit of a whirlwind
i should be your girlfriend,
you know this thing is real.
sometimes i get it backwards, confused, hard to get through, I hear.
But I love you like no other, its true, and i want to keep you near.
its clear i need to switch up a few
bad habits that leave us both diffused,
but you’re worth any effort that i make
if you’ll be near me, ill do what it takes
i’ll try to trust you, i’ll try to have more faith.
i want to understand you and our space to be safe.
you’re something special, i don’t even know what to do with how i feel.
its a bit of a whirlwind
i should be your girlfriend,
you know this thing is real.