Funny

funny how you did me right

when you cut me off and broke my heart

like how its funny that you ditch me

and leave me in the dark

its funny too how losing you set me free

and funny too how losing you killed me

and funny how i had to be reborn

and funny how i had to relearn

and funny how i hated myself

hated you and hated life

funny its so black and white

been fun crying myself to sleep at night

the irony is just too steep

my heart

the feels 

its cuts too deep

its funny how losing you set me free

when all i want is to be by your side

its funny, you said you wanted me

and then always hide

funny how we had so much fun, amirite?

how well we get along?

funny how you always run

how i always respond all wrong.

i do see, though, that you spent time 

that you put in effort, but ugh.

why does it always have to hurt? 

why can’t we find a way to make it work??

like, why? are we not best friends?

or maybe our friendship sleeps?

i love you still until the end.

the irony is just too steep

my heart

the feels

it cuts too deep

meow