Hate it

its not up to me.

theres nothing to do.

letting go already hurts,

I hate it that I love you.

Its hard to find words.

it’s hard to shut up.

I’m still hung up.

can we just make up?

It felt like a dream,

I don’t want to wake up.

It felt like you’re a gift,

I don’t want to break up.

its not up to me,

theres nothing to do.

letting go already hurts.

I hate it that I love you.

wish we felt safe,

wish we were secure.

wish you were staying,

wish you were sure.

My heart keeps spilling out.

I am the fool.

when you touch me I just melt,

I fell for you.

its not up to me.

theres nothing to do.

letting go already hurts,

I hate it that I love you.

meow