Not broken

I guess i never knew you.

Nevermind, 

I never loved you.

guess that we wont 

see this thing through. 

i’m not broken 

over you.

my hearts not shattered

in a billion tiny shards.

im not wickedly sad, 

so don’t think that at all.

i’m not crying, or mourning the loss

days in bed, hiding out, just 

wanting to turn it off. 

im not dying.

its not killing me.

i never loved you

so, silly me.

i never knew you.

i never could, boo.

i never even existed 

according to you.

if the way that you treat me

is an illustration..

if how you deceive me

is a statement..

and how you dont see me

right in front of you.. 

its true, and i’m not crying.

say that i am,

you’re fucking lying. 

its a fine line,

and i’m walking 

in my own time.

cant stop talking.

gonna eat it 

on my own dime.

like i said, though

i’m fine.

i don’t mind,

i never knew you.

nevermind, 

i never loved you.

guess that we won’t

see this thing through.

nope, i’m not broken 

over you.

meow