Girlfriend

the thought of not being with you leaves me weak. words evade me. I’m gutted and on my knees. i cant wrap my head around that you intend to leave. it slices right through me, cuts so deep.  fuck, see. I don’t know how this all was supposed to go, but I feel like we’ve … Read moreGirlfriend

Funny

funny how you did me right when you cut me off and broke my heart like how its funny that you ditch me and leave me in the dark its funny too how losing you set me free and funny too how losing you killed me and funny how i had to be reborn and … Read moreFunny

Not broken

I guess i never knew you. Nevermind,  I never loved you. guess that we wont  see this thing through.  i’m not broken  over you. my hearts not shattered in a billion tiny shards. im not wickedly sad,  so don’t think that at all. i’m not crying, or mourning the loss days in bed, hiding out, … Read moreNot broken

Bothering

why are you bothering to cry when he doesn’t care about you? why are you wishing to the sky when he isn’t trying to come through? how about you don’t waste your time on a dood who isn’t true? how about you go draw the line? he’s not good enough for you.  Why are you … Read moreBothering

wanting

this is my fault, i suppose.. for wanting you. i could be one of those that stay in hiding, too. quiet, secret, closed .. stone walls and a tower of blue with weapons and a mote and a claim that i was true, but i won’t. i want to know.. when will the sun rise … Read morewanting

rise above

are you just a flickering ? quickly enter, quickly exit scene? burn me when i try to hold .. fire, then ice. you’re hot, you’re cold. thinking i’m just paper thin, disintegrate the state i’m in .. rapidly turned into ash. go too fast and watch me crash. i know, there is a lot to … Read morerise above

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